Mariah Prosper
Richardson, TX 75080
ph: 972-762-2209
mariah
Loving Yourself
“Love thy neighbor as you love yourself”. Now that is a good rule. Only one thing, though. Many people don’t really love themselves. How can they love their neighbor? Why is it that one finds themselves hating their life, their wife or husband, job, children, their financial situation? I could go on and on about things people hate about themselves. Oh they think it is the outer world that they have the problem with. But really, the problem is that the hatred is within. Everything that we are, what we have around us is a product of our own creation. So why create something you hate?
You think to yourself, “I didn’t create the lazy kids I have, or the sloppy wife, or the job I loathe. If I had created it, I would have made it something I would love. Well, the thing of it is, you did love it in the beginning. Then choices were made. Choices you made and before you knew it, you hated everything around you. But, oh my goodness, you let that hatred into your life. You made the choice. No one did that for you. In the beginning of your marriage you were so in love that you lavished your sweetheart with all that you could. You spoiled her; let her relax while you cleaned up. Cooked her dinner, washed her clothes, and bought her the nicest car you could. Then one day, you realized that your lovely wife had gained weight, a lot of weight. She didn’t cook anymore, or clean.
She complained about her old car; need a new one, etc. Well, didn’t you allow that to become reality? You think she wasn’t going to fall prey to the spoiling you gave her? You think, wait a minute. I didn’t make her get lazy and fat. She did that on her own. She could have stayed slim and taken care of me too. Well, you are correct. You both had a hand in that creation. But if you would have created your lives differently in the beginning, maybe she would have had reason to stay beautiful for you.
It all goes back to the first time. What I mean is this. The first time you did any of those nice things for her. Then it became the second time, third, and so on, till one day, you got tired. Then it was too late to change the impression you had made on her life, and yours. The ancient Egyptians believed everything went back to the first time. That history repeats itself until the first time is unblemished. Those of us whom have gone through relationships, different people, and same circumstances arise; know what I am talking about. We seem to repeat patterns until we make the first time right. Then life is happily ever after. Ok, so creation is like that also. Do you make or do things right the first time..all the time. Well, no one does. But if we don’t love our self in the first of any time, how can we expect anything good to follow. Love and hatred go hand in hand and both are creator energies. We must love ourselves first, before we can expect anything wonderfully good to come into our lives. Those who can’t seem to love themselves first, seem to seek it outside of themselves. They are looking for the perfect mate, and really having some bad relationships one after the other. Perhaps you are lucky and found someone that could love you enough for both of you. Well, it seems that sooner or later you end up hating the relationship, no matter how good it may be, then you leave and years later you realize that you let the best thing that ever happened to you slip through your fingers. And you ask why, all because you couldn’t love yourself…all by yourself. Well, now is the time to love yourself first thing. Forget all the bad relationships to come. Because unless the Gods really have a favor for you, you will undeniably have bad relationships, probably ending badly until you love yourself in the first place.
You cannot find anything outside of yourself that isn’t there in the first place. All the good feelings we have, they come from within. They may be stimulated by an outside source, but the enjoyment comes from within our own being. Think about it. Say you have really had a rough day, everything that could go wrong, did. You know the “Murphy’s law”. So you are coming home so distraught about the day, running it over in your head how you could have made it different. Your wife greets you at the door in a sheer nightie with a candlelight dinner waiting for you. Having the awful day fresh on your shoulders, chances are you may not be “in the mood” until you unwind-whatever that may be. Well by that time, she has lost the mood, then argument starts or silence, etc. You get the picture. The way you felt on the inside decided how receptive you were to good stimulation from the outside of self.
On the other hand, you had a terrible day at work, but you love your wife and can’t wait to get home to her, because no matter what is happening around you, the love you have for her makes anything seem silly. As soon as you see her, your terrible day wasn’t so terrible after all. You are happy with your life, your wife, yourself. The key is that you are happy with yourself. Nothing can knock you over for long. If it does, you just get right back up and happily remedy the situation and keep on going ever so content with yourself.
Now, you ask, so how do I love myself? Well, think about the ways you hate yourself. You hate your belly, you hate your job, you don’t like your neighbor, etc. Whatever you do not like about yourself or your surroundings, you can change. Even the neighbor is changeable. I had a neighbor that called the police whenever I had any friends over. We like to drum and would do so. We even drummed inside the house to keep peace with him. It was an inconvenience to have anyone over, because he was bound to do something. So one day, I made some fruit pies and had my stepson take one over to the neighbor. Well, we soon began talking and he really lightened up after that. My intention with that gift of pie was to break the ice and open the door of opportunity with the neighbor. It worked because I had intent. I wanted to create that reality between us. With intent, there is nothing we cannot do or create. But we also have to take action upon that intent.
Ok, so you don’t like your belly. Join a health club or walk the dog every day. It may be hard at first to keep it up, but how much do you want to be happy with your life? Before you know it, you will love yourself and so will that perfect someone love you too. As long as you keep loving yourself, then all good follows. If you find yourself in a rut, then think about what you would do to get out of that rut, and do it. If you can’t see a way out, then leave it. Sometimes we have to leave something we really love if it has us in a rut. You can’t stay there. You become unhappy, even if it is the love of your life. If you are both in the same rut, how can you pull each other out of the same hole? You can’t. One of you has to give in and climb out of the hole. The other will soon follow. It may be the most painful thing to do in your life. If the love is good, it will come back around when you have your life and love of self back in order. Then you can do the first time all over, but different. Good will come, have patience. As long as you work toward the good in life, good will find you no matter where you are. As long as you can love yourself, be happy or content with yourself, and independent on love, then, you will have the best that life can offer. Love yourself first!
LANGUAGE OF LIGHT
Every part of Nature, all that we see, is an example of how creation began--is--and in all ways will be. Trees, flowers, animals, everything on this Earth, tell the story of creation.
The language of ‘God’--the language of the Universe is the mathematics and geometry that all is created by. These principles of science were separated from the religious doctrines of the world. The language of ‘God’ was taken away from the Temple teachings and with it the knowledge that was our inheritance, --How to once again be ‘at-one-ment’ with our Creator. This knowledge was hidden deep in the archives of the original churches around 400 B.C.E., forcing the people to come to church for their spiritual enlightenment.
These teachings of ‘God’s’ language were not totally lost to us forever. Many men and women of the cloth were alchemist and scientist. In their work, this knowledge was salvaged as ‘occult science’. The church taught that these sciences were evil in hopes to keep the public in the dark for its benefit. Through persistence and assistance from the higher powers, the secret knowledge (known as the Great Work) was preserved.
Because this knowledge really wasn’t secret; nature expresses it all around us, the Earth or Pagan religions naturally practiced these laws of “Goddess”. Throughout history, the Church tried to destroy the keepers of this knowledge. The Higher Hand was stronger; men and women became wise with their openness to receive all the information that ‘God’ channeled down from the universe and other dimensions.
Now, as we are in a New Age, even other dimensional beings have come to our aid for our time of revelation. Much information is being channeled to this planet, and those in tune with higher vibrations are opening up more avenues for the healing of the souls of this planet. Reiki seems to be the Universal Channel that delivers the most healing energy at this time. Yes, this is my personal opinion, but I have seen many miracles delivered by this system of healing. The man, Jesus once said, “All these things I do, you can do also, and more.” Those who are open-minded are doing just that.
Now is the time to bring the Science of Creation back into our realities--to be used to heal the multitude and help all of us to find our way back ‘home’. We desire to grow spiritually, now it is time to heal the soul and help her to find at-one-ment with the All, the ultimate Primordial Waters (of our Mother God) where creation all began. With the Reiki energies, especially, the Adama StarFire Reiki energies, all this is possible. We can still keep our body and maintain life here on Earth for a time to help others do the same.
Let’s talk about those Primordial Waters of the Mother God. ‘In the beginning, the Elohim created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of Elohim moved upon the face of the waters. (Adapted from Hebrew version of the Bible)...and Elohim said, Let there be light..and the Elohim saw the light, that it was good: and Elohim divided the light from the darkness.., etc.
The Elohim translates as male/female god, plural. The darkness, the deep, and the waters are all references to the female principle--the Mother’s womb--just as an unborn baby is in the dark, in deep sleep, within the waters of mother’s womb. This is just a part of nature that tells a truth of creation. This type of information was denied to us. Now, the Creator is bringing it back to us through the healing rays that we are channeling. Adama StarFire Reiki* comes from the void, and is of the light that first came into being.
The ray of the Adama StarFire is actually ultra-violet--hence the energy’s birthing name of Purple Star Reiki*. The energy ray works in the higher light spectrums of violet (purple) and indigo (which buffers the ultra-violet fire) and burns off lifetimes of karmic programs and family genetics. This process heals and clears the soul of its ‘karmic genetic patterns’. It lifts one up to higher vibrations, destroying lower vibrational energy and thought patterns. It opens and clears the chakras, stimulates the kundalini to rise, and allows one to feel the “Holy Spirit” within during treatment. Those who become attuned to this energy, eventually hear, smell, speak, and think from the realm of ‘Holy Spirit’.
While channeling the initial energies of the StarFire ray, I began receiving symbols and words, which were Hebrew and Egyptian. After a time the symbols became Tibetan and Sumerian\Mayan. The meanings and use of these symbols have become enhanced and more powerful than written about in books. I do believe it is time for us to get back to the basics that were originally given to us by the Creator, and utilize them to create a better world for our future generations.
FLOWER OF LIFE.
Looking at the picture of the Flower of Life--one wonders, what’s it’s meaning. In the center, there appears a flower within a circle-- connected to other flowers inside circles. From the occult viewpoint, it represents creation of life, it’s meaning, in its purist form. From a scientific point of view, it represents cell division and the nature of things as they are. Everything that we see begins with a point of beginning. If you look in the center of the flower, there is a single point, from which petals form and everything radiates out from the point, the center. The point represents the beginning of the soul seed of life from which all comes forth. If you take away the petals from the point, you see a circle that actually surrounds this point of beginning. From that singularity as the soul divides or separates from its parent soul--through multiplication by division: life is born.
If you were to consider the flower as a form of cell division, it is easier to understand the immense meaning of this symbol. Cell division exists in all living things; from the tiniest virus, to a massive universe that begins with the explosion of the union of matter and anti-matter, which is a union of opposite forces.
If you can remember watching cell division under the microscope in the chemistry lab, then you can remember how one cell divides into two. The two cells then divide, making four, four becomes eight, eight becomes sixty-four and so on. (Notice how the division of cells is equal to the multiplication of numbers. 2 x 2= 4, 4 x 2 =8. Every time a cell divides itself, it is multiplied by 2.)
Each time the cell divides---a multiplication process happens. The cell, through division, actually multiplies (separates) itself. This is how ‘God’ created all there is. This energy of ‘God’, the cell in this context, divides or clones itself--multiplying into infinity until it reaches it’s limitation--manifested man.
In the Flower of life, the cells-circles represent souls (divisions or separations from the point of God). As the soul separates from the original “pool’ of life--the primordial waters of life--the Creator of life--womb of the Mother God; eventually, those souls become us as we exist in this reality--God/Goddess manifested. Now, this happens on an immense scale. For the flower of life picture is only a flat drawing, but in reality, it is multidimensional--happening as dimensions are created to accommodate the growth of the soul-cell consciousness. To understand this, you do not need a degree in physics.
Let’s look at another analogy. A man and woman unite to create a baby. A single egg is fertilized with a single sperm. The egg is a cell, and by division/multiplication, it grows into an unborn child while still in the womb of its mother (the primordial waters). Eventually, it reaches full term, and becomes a baby ready to be born. From a circle (the receptive egg of mom) and a point (the active sperm of dad) a creation has manifested. The unborn child is created out of love and the union of opposite forces. When the child comes down the birth canal into this world of a new reality of awareness; it is the same as when Adam and Eve fell from the Garden of Eden. These two parent souls created a new life, a new soul--just as God, just as the Flower of Life explains to those who understand. The difference is we are many souls down the tree of life from the original soul--God/dess.
As the diagram of the Flower shows, a soul separates into two separate souls; just before the separation is complete, the vesica piscis is the area where the petals of the flower are where two circles overlap. The vesica piscis is a union of the two souls before they separate, and also as they come back together to become as one.
The vesica piscis also represents the separation/union of the male/female energies. The circles joined represent the duality of God, and the vesica piscis represents the womb of creation, the Mother God. To understand the Adama StarFire energies, one must also understand that God is all of creation and more, neither male nor female, but both. The soul that every sentient being possesses as their own is also in union with all of creation, and with other souls. Some of us may have many entity-souls ‘attached’ and may not be aware, for our higher self has a purpose to help lift the vibrations of all so that we may all become one with Creator.
The Flower of Life is that creative principle. Everything comes from the one. That singularity is always multiplied/created by the reaction of the joining of an active energy with a passive energy. This is a Law of Creation--the Law (Lord) of the Universe, it never changes. It is simple mathematics. Everything that is energy follows this Law. We are energy composed of matter, and energy creates and changes matter.
From this understanding of life on our level of be-ing, which is termed the microcosm, the whole of everything becomes complex when you consider there is much to understand on the level of the soul.
The Flower of Life is a flat diagram, but in reality, it has the complexity of multi-dimensional existence. The singularity is divided by width, depth, and height (a holy trinity in geometry), for each level of existence. There are infinite levels --from ours to the original creative principle (God).
Looking at the nature of our own level of be-ing, the active and passive principles (male/female energies) reveal the meaning of the God/goddess creative principle that the Old Religions revered. The basis of the Goddess religions stems from this understanding of creation.
We, as human beings, are considered singular within our self. The eastern concept of yin/yang is that within the one are two principles --active/passive, male/female. We are creative creatures; therefore, we are gods of our own creation--having within us all the components of the original soul, the ‘One’ that creates all. The Flower of Life exists within us as part of our genetic structure--DNA. We all come from the same soul source: God’s DNA.
We are the end result of the division of the original soul. There are infinite souls and each is connected together throughout the soul “family tree of life”. Just as we can trace our ‘roots’ in this life studying our family’s lineage, many have past life memories that help them to relate who is who in their present life and why they are in this life together.
WE are a complex soul with many lives of awareness and life experiences. We share many common soul seeds (vesica piscis) with many---some we will never know in this life. We are a group soul scattering our ‘seeds’ throughout our lives. The group soul that we are a part of has many group souls that were generated by those souls who have other group souls and so on and so on, all the while scattering seeds from life to life time. These seeds are divisions of our soul--our children, thoughts, ideas, beliefs, karma, etc. This is where everything begins to get complex.
The vesica piscis in the diagram is the seed created by two souls. Within this seed, another division/multiplication takes place. Imagine that many lifetimes ago, your parents had you and a sister. You grew up and had many children, and so did your sister. Now imagine, that in this lifetime, you have a past life memory and find out that your husband in this life, is the sister from that life and you are together to resolve issues from many lifetimes that you shared. From that lifetime, you were born out of the same soul family seed, therefore you are soul mates. The same applies to your children in that life, they also are soul mates--but there were several children. This is how we can have many soul mates. As God’s soul seed multiplies on the soul level, this same family analogy occurred. A soul seed could have as many as nine souls splitting off from it. Each of these souls has a male and female aspect, making it possible for as many as 18 souls coming from the same seed. Multiply that by how many dimensional shifts occurred and you could become overwhelmed trying to figure that out. Robert Detzler has a similar explanation in his book titled ‘Soul Re-Creation’. He refers to the combination of male/female elements inside each ‘petal’ as twin flames.
I am a Spiritual Counselor, and the most often asked question is “When am I going to meet my soul mate?” Or “Is so and so my soul mate?” My answer to them is “Because we are all from the One Creator, and all souls come from it, we are all soul mates. God did not create time, we did (in fact, we have created every thing since that point of creation), and from the point of creation, all souls were created at the same time.
The creation story of Adam and Eve happens every time a male and female energy expresses itself. Energy is constant--so is the story. A law of physics that Einstein expressed is ‘for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction’. Action is a force of energy happening in a positive + (male) flow. Something occurs when this positive (+) energy is expressed. There has to be a vessel to receive it in order for a reaction to occur. The + energy is received by a negative (-) (female) energy. This energy is transformed and turned to a positive force to keep the process going. In the story of Adam/Eve, God said to them, “Do not eat of the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil.” So what happens, the opposite occurs when they did eat of the tree. The next event was their eyes were open- and they became aware, no longer in their innocence. See what I mean about how the energy goes back and forth changing with the flow of action/reaction, positive/negative, don’t/do, open/closed, etc. (More about this subject in another section)
The Flower of Life expresses this also. Go outside with a bottle of kids’ bubbles. Pay attention to what happens. When you dip the wand into the bottle--this expresses the point of male energy joining the female energy--the soap in the bottle. You draw it out to express the ‘breath of life’ (action) as you blow into the little ring that now has liquid soap on it. As the bubbles come out (created from your breath)--this expresses an aspect of the Flower of Life. Watch the bubbles as they flow with your breath. Some of the bubbles separate, some stay together, some join into multiple bubbles, and some merge together. This is an enlightening experience. This is an excellent expression of the life of the soul. You will see what the Flower of Life expresses, what God expresses, and what nature has to teach us about the whole of creation. You just need to be ‘aware’ that all the keys to the wisdom of the universe lie within nature. All one need do is have an open mind and eyes and without judgment, see the whole ‘picture’ through the eyes of a child. Everything in nature follows the Flower of Life principle.
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Mariah Prosper
Richardson, TX 75080
ph: 972-762-2209
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